Heimkino (Home cinema)
ENGLISH DIALOG LIST
The woman :
Some
more images of me. For your collection.
I
was thinking that you still would’nt be having some like these : that
speak.
These
are perhaps the last ones too.
I
ask myself il I was anything else than an image for you. And I don’t want to
live with this doubt.
I
don’t blame you. I even think that I liked it.
But
satisfying your need to look is not sufficent anymore. Filling up your
portfolios tires me.
I
cannot stand looking more at my picture in a poster.
Don’t
think that I am jealous of these pictures. I know very well that you like them
more than me.
That
you look at them with more pleasure. More emotion.
But
the woman that they represent doesn’t exist. It’s not me in any case.
You
live with her, but not with me.
I
know that I am less perfect.
And
that I have a temperament.
Since
having come into contact with you, I have the impression of being permanently
in casting.
Have
you ever been interested in what I was thinking, in what I was wanting?
Besides
I don’t want anything special.
I
just want to exist.
Take
decisions that don’t depend on the frame or the light.
And
return into the real world.
And
for that I must get away from you.
Besides
you must change your model. Or your eyes will have had enough. I feel it.
And
when you tell me that, I will be nothing at all.
I
prefer avoiding that. I think you understand it. If you are capable of any
comprehension.
I
have already tried to tell you all this, but you have never heard me.
My
image shall have a better chance of being.
I
leave you with it.
The
masculin voice :
OK…
That’s good. I like that.
But can we try something else?
For example, more tired of all of this.
Even sad at having to put this relationship to an end…
The woman :
Some
more images of me. For your collection.
I
was thinking that you still would’nt be having some like these : that
speak.
These
are perhaps the last ones too.
I
ask myself il I was anything else than an image for you. And I don’t want to
live with this doubt.
I
don’t blame you. I even think that I liked it.
But
satisfying your need to look is not sufficent anymore. Filling up your
portfolios tires me.
I
cannot stand looking more at my picture in a poster.
Don’t
think that I am jealous of these pictures. I know very well that you like them
more than me.
That
you look at them with more pleasure. More emotion.
But
the woman that they represent doesn’t exist. It’s not me in any case.
You
live with her, but not with me.
I
know that I am less perfect.
And
that I have a temperament.
Since
having come into contact with you, I have the impression of being permanently
in casting.
Have
you ever been interested in what I was thinking, in what I was wanting?
Besides
I don’t want anything special.
I
just want to exist.
Take
decisions that don’t depend on the frame or the light.
And
return into the real world.
And
for that I must get away from you.
Besides
you must change your model. Or your eyes will have had enough. I feel it.
And
when you tell me that, I will be nothing at all.
I
prefer avoiding that. I think you understand it. If you are capable of any
comprehension.
I
have already tried to tell you all this, but you have never heard me.
My
image shall have a better chance of being.
I
leave you with it.
The
masculin voice :
Hin
hin…
The woman and the masculin voice :
-
What, it’s still not good enough?
- Well, you are good, it’s not the
point.
-
Listen, I’m a little tired, really.
- Do you want to stop?
-
No, but it’s two months since we are working on this.
- It’s perhaps not a good text.
-
That’s not the question… In fact I don’t know what you want.
- Me neither...
-
Perhaps I am not the one you are looking for. Not the one you need.
- Perhaps.
-
That’s it, I’m not the one you need.
- You feel angry.
-
Evidently.
- Let’s stop then. You were knowing
that it’s just a trial. That there’s no contract.
-
And our projects, this role, and everything?
- You have played a big role in my
life.
-
You are already speaking in the past tense.
- I know, it’s to see what it feels
like.
-
You are cruel, or completely foolish…
Stop
it, will you ! You take nothing seriously. But me, I am not joking. I’ll
go away if you don’t stop this. Ok ! I go away. I hope that you’ll regret
it a lot and that you will feel very bad when you look at this fucking tape.
- I’ll miss you.
-
Asshole. It pleases you to see an angry woman. It excites you. You’ll be able
to put this tape with the others.You are just pervert, a sick man, a maniac for
the image. I think you go too much to the cinema.
- Good, I like these instants of truth.
-
Asshole ! Asshole !
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So, « director », do I have this role ?
- I don’t know, I can’t engage myself in such a way…
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